I want to be.

I don’t want to go.
I’m always going.
I’m sick of going. Running. Searching. Fighting.

Ready to move on, but my heart won’t let me.
It holds on to things that hurt.

My heart needs to go.
It needs to search. Run. Fight. Find.

Rest.
Hope.
Love.
Enough.

That’s what I want. Need.

I’m alone in the race.
A race I don’t even want to run.

I have a choice. Hurt. Or Run.

I don’t want to go.
I’m always going.
I’m sick of going. Running. Searching. Fighting.

Run the race marked out.
Perseverance.
Win.
I must win.